I swear I’m not Jessica
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but I love the simplicity and directness of just breaking spines. That energy is hard to top
Yuugai Shitei Doukyuusei. It’s mostly just bits like this that never go anywhere
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Femcel Memes@lemmy.blahaj.zone•silence 🙂↕️English
1·5 hours agoI didn’t laugh for years as a kid because somebody made fun of it
That grade schoolers are tiny compared to high schoolers?
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196@lemmy.blahaj.zone•Give In To The RuleEnglish
4·17 hours agoif only a head of state could ever be so based

I do love “be lesbian, break spines,” Idc if it rhymes
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196@lemmy.blahaj.zone•Beauty standards ruleEnglish
641·17 hours agoIt’s about making women have low self esteem and always willing to change ourselves to meet expectations. It makes it easier to get us to submit in other ways.
Probably because it comes across like unloading change you don’t want to carry around rather than trying to help someone.
exactly
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Femcel Memes@lemmy.blahaj.zone•When your family tries to make you leave your roomEnglish
11·1 day agoLast post was removed because Gushing Over Magical Girls is a deeply problematic series, it wasn’t tagged NSFW when it should’ve, and because it wasn’t clear how much of a femcel meme it was. This post is probably fine, (unless this series also sexualizes grade schoolers), although it is better to have the caption in the image rather than the title.
not that type of junk lol. that type stays tasty
I might’ve been able to do this pre-HRT, but now I’d just throw up by the time I reached the third. If I haven’t had enough nutrition, junk goes from appetizing to disgusting.
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196@lemmy.blahaj.zone•After taking *rule* for the first time... [CW: slightly offensive, CW: depiction of "incels"]English
2·4 days agoIt was less so tied to femininity and more so tied to realizing I was queer. It was a gateway to so many things I needed to learn about myself, from being trans to being poly. Breaking the cishet illusion totally changed the game for me, and while it sucks that the process was such a process, I’m happy to know what I know now.
For the time being, while I do think trying men would be fun, I have little interest in seeking them out. I’m far more attracted to women and femmes, plus I don’t have much interest in seeking any relationships with men in particular. I like spending time with women more and don’t feel pressured to hang out with guys like I used to. I’m currently content with leaving the possibility open, but I would never go out of my way for it. If it happens it happens.
Making a platonic relationship intimate is absolutely a vibe. Part of it is making a deep relationship even deeper, and part of it is the thrill of testing that relationship. That said, it is inherently risky, and I know how much those situations can fuck you up.
Also, 19 is a great age to start. I didn’t even think suspect I might be trans until around that age
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196@lemmy.blahaj.zone•After taking *rule* for the first time... [CW: slightly offensive, CW: depiction of "incels"]English
9·4 days agoHonestly...
I’m kinda jelly that you got an experience like that, and not just because that’s such a juicy situation. That sort of wake-up call just isn’t something I ever got. I stumbled around for years, at first not realizing that I wasn’t actually “correct,” then not being sure if it was actually real. I never got a single opportunity to experience femininity and barely got to explore my attraction to men. Being really into women only made it more difficult, as it helped me keep up the delusion that I was just a basic cishet. If I actually got an opportunity to experiment like that without immediately needing to acknowledge that it wasn’t so normal, maybe I could’ve started my journey of self discovery sooner.
Then again, I literally admitted that I wanted to fuck my friend and somehow didn’t realize I liked him until years later, so maybe it wouldn’t have actually helped my clueless ass.
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196@lemmy.blahaj.zone•After taking *rule* for the first time... [CW: slightly offensive, CW: depiction of "incels"]English
2·4 days agoExactly. They can simply have casual hookups with men without having to transition. Unfortunately for them, they’re cowards who can’t break out of comphet and actually enjoy themselves.
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Femcel Memes@lemmy.blahaj.zone•Got bored, so i drew another one :3English
27·5 days agoThis would be me except it’s hot here 😭



I’ve played the shit out of GTA 5 and good amount of RDR2, yet I can’t get excited for 6 either. Part of it is no PC version and no hope of online mode even being an option on Linux, but I also think that their game design is outdated and late for this era in a number of ways.
Our current politics are less conducive to GTA’s simultaneous promotion of capitalism and cultural satire of America. We’re in an unacknowledged depression that is rapidly taking away the accessibility of gaming. A lot of the coolest tech that Rockstar has is locked away under patents, making most of its advancements meaningless to the rest of the industry. I just don’t feel attached to the setting and it’s coming out at a time in my life where I’m less interested in playing that sort of game. I played GTA 5 on launch and was absolutely blown away by it, but that won’t happen this time around. I might play it in half a decade when it’s been long ported to PC, but like RDR2, I’ll only appreciate its merits and not its hype.