I mean yeah but not really. Poly is still about romantic relationships and still has a sense of hierarchy. Romantic relationships are still very much prioritized over other relationships, they just add extra layers of romantic hierarchy. Many poly people end up with one primary partner they prioritize over others, with secondary partners needs usually being overridden by the primary partners needs almost by default. It still feels just as exclusive and gross to me. I want multiple sex partners but I don’t want anything to do with someone who thinks they get a say in how I spend my time or with who.

This is me I think. My most long lasting relationship was basically me and my best friend hanging out, living together, and having sex. I loved her a lot but looking back I don’t think it was ever quite in the way she wanted me to. We talked about marriage but it never really sat right with me. It’s been hard to accept that I might be aro. When I think about it too much I just feel sad because I’m afraid the kind of relationship I really want is impossible. Best friends who bang. I don’t want the exclusivity, expectations, or implicit sense of ownership of a romantic relationship. I value my autonomy way too much for that to feel anything but suffocating. I want to just choose to be with my besties every day and oops 30 years have gone by and we’re still together vibing and fucking.

Why are we like this? I just want to be loved…

The thing that really bothered me about Femboy Futa House was that the player was some generic ass faceless dude. Why would I want to play as that when I could be a femboy or a futa? Such a disappointment for such an awesome concept.

Someone needs me 😳

Bigger puddle 🙃

Frotting with the girls mmm

Our glasses clink together as we kiss. We pause for a moment and laugh together. We forget what we were doing and fuck. Glasses on.

So I can only speak to my own experience and I’m still a baby trans woman, so I’ve only gotten a small part of the experience. It’s hard to explain, but I literally have never felt better about myself in my entire life than I do right now, by such a wide margin it makes me believe I’ve probably never actually felt good about myself before at all, I was just experiencing various degrees and flavors of self loathing. Yet to most people almost nothing is different about me yet. It’s profound and subtle and life changing. There was and is a lot of fear but that’s more about other people than me. I would still transition if I was the last person on earth.

I mean these things weren’t taught through anything as explicit or obvious as physical abuse (except spanking I guess… hmm). No one would know how painful my childhood was if I didn’t tell them, and even if I did a large proportion of people wouldn’t see any problem at all. Mostly it was constant negative feedback for perceived shortcomings or disobedience, and the complete lack of positive reinforcement or affection. Their authoritarianism and the impossibility of their punishments changing my fundamental nature meant punishment eventually extended to denying me anything they could think of. Anyone on the outside would probably say my parents were doing their best with a “difficult” child. That their actions came from a place of “love”. But really it was two neurodivergent people passing their trauma and abuse onto me. It was subtle, slow, and insidious emotional damage, accumulated over years.

You forgot egg

I’m so out of the loop I can’t even make a joke

That’s the neat part, they don’t.

I’ve got some

• enjoying things is a sin and if you enjoy something it will be taken from you or used to punish you
• wanting something is a sin and expressing your desire means you will never get it
• having emotions is a sin, and expressing your emotions is a sin, unless they are emotions you’re supposed to have
• disagreeing with an adult is a sin
• children are property with no rights at all

What kind of religious services does the yuri religion do? I’m asking for… research purposes.

Shit I think I just got two athenians and they’re making out

;3

I’ve got a 7". Most people can take that. 8" should be achievable.

Everyday I live in fear that the psychopathic manbaby who runs the company I wage slave for will make an arbitrary decision that robs me of the meager life I’ve built, and that nothing I do will protect me from that because I’ll never fit his toxic vision of a 10x engineer.