Maybe it helps to get a roommate, both with the plants and the anxiety?

They are not immune. Being shitty is their way of dealing with the situation. Shittiness and depression is caused by the same corrupt society.

There is a quote like ‘there is no trying, only doing’.

The nice thing of the body is that when you use it, it gets better. You will get good at pushing the boulder. Without knowing your situation, I would like to say: Grab a jacket and go for the shortest walk possible.

How do you feel about starting to care? You could go for a walk.

Technically, it can also be interpreted as the Bundesregierung confirming that the Reich still exists.