always seeking the next light. overthinking what might happen, wishing for the best but only believing the most mediocre and worst. it doesn’t have to be bad, does it?

catbox is broken again. so u gotta live with a terrible quality blahaj zone image for now, sorry.

* brainmade note:

  • the colors used in this post are inspired by some company. be the first one to guess which one and u get a virtual hug as prize (or not if u don’t wanna, but i will acknowledge you as the winner… unless that makes you uncomfy, in which case… i won’t do anything)
    • tip: some of the content is a pretty clear give away. maybe put your guess into a spoiler.
  • everything in the post is obviously human made and such. look at all these mistakes i made!

i didn’t post the last two days. OH NO. i need to catch up. this is day 21 and day 22 i still have to make! oh nooooo >o< what am i gonna do?

this one i made with passion but i don’t wanna miss a post but i’m already a day behind!!! what do i dooooo??? >O< aaaaaaaaa

okay listen. its currently… 01:05 AM alright? i need to sleep and i want to sleep. so i will sleep, for my own health and for the posts quality.

i won’t force out yesterdays (day 22) post now, that feels wrong. i’d rather post late than bad and i hope you agree.

i wish you have a wonderful day and i want you to not be so hard on yourself, okay? <3

EDIT: changed alt text to include white figure walking toward meetup day. yes, i write alt texts, have a look at them! on desktop, try hovering over the image. with Lemmy UI, that’s how you view it.

  • maria ~@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPEnglish
    3·
    15 days ago

    probably yes, a but over it in fact.

    all things have to end someday. I said that I would do this until “somewhere in august” and I said that I’d stop once we had the garden meetup noted in the calendar here. so yes, this is essentially a copy of my literal calendar.

    I asked the two peeps just now if they got the presentation dates so they know when they got time. no response yet, but I can wait. they’ll respond when they got time to.

    posts won’t end forever obviously, but daily posts are actually not nothing, surprisingly. like - who could have guessed? i couldn’t have!

    for now, im just looking forward to that meeting on August 6th.

    EDIT: removed unnecessary babbling.