White was not home… but apparently left the lights on. the door is locked and White is outside, in the unyielding storm.

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today i’m not feeling it. Lilac and White are not meeting up. not today, not tomorrow, not this month, maybe not even next month. what is Lilac gonna do now? text White? how unromantic!!! Lilac was hoping they could drink hot chocolate together and yap about things but now all those plane are moved to until White comes back from their parents. and you never know how long they are gonna stay there, when asking they just say “hm probably next month”.

no, Lilac doesn’t want to visit White while they are at their grandparents place, this sucks.

this is a sad day.

i’m sorry this one doesn’t look as nice as the other posts, i just didn’t feel like it, i feel like Lilac right now, i - i just was at burger king and had some chili chee burgers, and also some awful, terrible and super boring “chili cheese nachos”. don’t get them!!! instead, maybe try the whopper fries they got rn. i needed todays BK. and now im home, with a juiced monster mango logo infront of me… sigh i just don’t know.

here, have a consent cross:

consent cross

sometimes you are excited to try something, but are scared to. orrrr u feel super safe to do it and are still excited about it.

or maybe you have a soft limit which you still feel safe about, but just don’t really like doing. orrr you are scared about it.

i believe that a two-dimensional system for these kinds of things makes sense. whatever, i have free time. dm me or whatever, i don’t care, im Lilac in the rain, i’m now COLD and WET (in the rainy way) and BORED and LONELY and… i want friends to yap to.

i wish you a wonderful day and i wish that you must never be lonely.