lonely fries in a stormy Kurger Bing. Lilac did not get to see their White so for now, memories must suffice. but are these even real? how far have they strayed from what really happened between them?

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despite me not being in a drawing mood, this one came out well i think. simplistic shapes, but it feels okay. this post was made while listening to Mii Channel “Making a Mii” song. it’s a great song but it’s also got a bit of that “going crazy and forgetting and misremembering” vibe, so i felt like it fit. especially during that string legato section (0:35) i really feel Lilac losing it, saying “no, that isn’t right, is it?”. the truly horrifying experience of misremembering details you liked and forgetting it.

Lilac, all alone with fries to share with no one. they are eating them all on their own. after two chili chee burgers… this feels uncomfortable. they ordered for two and are now stuck with too much.

Lilac feels full, uncomfortably full, unsure of how their Lilac is doing, unsure of where things will go… what if they find someone else?.. what if Orange picks them up instead? oh god not Orange! no, they would never… would they?

i wish you a wonderful day full of certainty and a nice “i feel like doing things” attitude

EDIT: improved alt text: added the rain against the windows

  • maria ~@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOP
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    5 days ago

    totallynotjessica. is that self-deprecation im hearing there?

    i hope not. but im hoping for you, not for me.

    EDIT: also this kinda came out of nowhere and doesnt appear related to the post at all.
    are you doing okay, totallynotjessica? are you looking to talk?

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      4 days ago

      also this kinda came out of nowhere and doesnt appear related to the post at all.

      i have no idea whats going on for both of you but to me it read as a parallel with shared themes

      either way thanks for sharing

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        4 days ago

        hmm I can see what you mean and I was a bit on a rampage yesterday evening, so yea it does certainly have some parallels.

        I just havent seen totallynotjessica this direct in some time and swearing in my comment section… so thats why it felt out of place.