Yeah, I ummm…yeah. I know. I honestly don’t think I can get rid of this, but…I can at least try to keep myself safe. I can stop myself from trying to make it happen, as fucked up as that sounds…
Thanks Teag. I’ll try ❤️
i will just pop in to say that there are ways to experience that in a safe environment. consensual nonconsent / rape play is by no means unheard of, nor is it in any way problematic so long as there’s a safeword for you to use when you’re actually not having fun anymore
virtually any BDSM club is likely to have people who would love to try it with you, degrading you, ignoring and dismissing your cries for them to stop, lording their power over you, and if you decide you don’t actually like it, all you have to do is say “pineapple” and they switch on a dime to comforting you and making sure you’re okay
So I’ve been told, many times. Thanks for the recommendation, but I think this is a way deeper problem. However, I’m trying, I think…
Really tho, thanks ❤️
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Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaah… post more please… I tell you to stop or control yourself sorta thing for your sake… I myself am… A LOT…
Girl…you’re a lot? Oh really?
NSFW, bad, possible trauma, references to SA, just bad
I quite literally want to be raped. And I’m not exactly quiet about it…
I think we both have some deep trauma. But it isn’t our fault, okay? We live in a fucked up world. We’ll get through this, together 🩷
I’m here for you… even if I’m terrible at being there for myself despite understanding I have a problem there…
You have SERIOUS problems under your CW… but please know you can get through them… it’ll be okay, you can be loved, you can be happy. Okay?
Yeah, I ummm…yeah. I know. I honestly don’t think I can get rid of this, but…I can at least try to keep myself safe. I can stop myself from trying to make it happen, as fucked up as that sounds…
Thanks Teag. I’ll try ❤️
i will just pop in to say that there are ways to experience that in a safe environment. consensual nonconsent / rape play is by no means unheard of, nor is it in any way problematic so long as there’s a safeword for you to use when you’re actually not having fun anymore
virtually any BDSM club is likely to have people who would love to try it with you, degrading you, ignoring and dismissing your cries for them to stop, lording their power over you, and if you decide you don’t actually like it, all you have to do is say “pineapple” and they switch on a dime to comforting you and making sure you’re okay
So I’ve been told, many times. Thanks for the recommendation, but I think this is a way deeper problem. However, I’m trying, I think…
Really tho, thanks ❤️
Thank youuuuu! You better try girlie ❤
I guess…it’s just so hard. It’s hard to even talk about sometimes, just because I know how fucked up it is…
I need therapy