Even though I’m questioning. Its frustrating to be closeted. I can’t look how I want to actually look. Doesn’t matter how many girly fursonas I do. Being closeted is draining me. I just want to be my real self.

That quote is part of the post in Masto/Bsky.

Idk. I think I’m getting tired of faking being a cisgender person.

  • latenightnoir@lemmy.blahaj.zoneEnglish
    5·
    16 days ago

    Nobody will ever manage to fully perform the roles, the imposed archetypes are untennable. Not without becoming a carricature, anyway. It truly is among the shittiest times for self-determination and self-expression…

    I’m generalising but by no means minimising, I’m truly sorry you’re at this point.

      • latenightnoir@lemmy.blahaj.zoneEnglish
        3·
        16 days ago

        Where this whole thing has become a stressor, at least enough to generate fatigue. Everybody deserves to be able to breathe easy while being true to themselves.

        • Kyoko (Drakon)@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPEnglish
          4·
          16 days ago

          I see. Yeah. Being in the closet is just exhausting. I really wish I was on a more open environment. Like… I see people wearing those cute striped warmers and I feel envy lol.

          • latenightnoir@lemmy.blahaj.zoneEnglish
            2·
            16 days ago

            Aww, that sounds so wholesome!❤️ I hope with all my heart that you’ll manage to find yourself in an environment which will welcome you and your dream pair of striped warmers with open arms and open hearts!🤗

            Hopefully, we’ll all get our asses in gear and start building that environment sooner rather than later! Would be about time to give true self-determination the space it deserves!